sorrys

Sorries dont cut it
I cant explain why
Im such a idiot
that was the last goodbye
i feel like ripping my heart apart
i feel as if i let emotions run me down
that i may die
No matter how much i mean it
sorry just wont work
i'd rip my heart out and give it back to you
I would crawl back to a dark hole
that was the last goodbye
im a complete idiot.
and i always wonder why.
Id stitch my lips shut for you
but nothing will ever do.
i cant change who i am, trust me i have tried
but the final goodbye, i think is when i died
i trust you to tell me the truth
i trust that you never lied
There is nothing i can do
i have already tried
what do you wnat me to do?
i wish for once i could just be you.
no thats not a lie
id kneel and say im sorry
one million times
but what good would that do now
i think ive already died
this would justhappen again
because of who i am
tell me what to do
i will leave it up to you
i would askfor forgivness but what would be the point
its not a simple as just a fight
you were always my dark light
this is just who i am
annoying and never right
id cry a hundred tears
id tell you all my fears
im sorry for being me but how is that wrong?
i can not change, nothing helps
i hate myself now
please just run me over with a plow
i will say im sorry
but how will that help now?
what can i do? what can i say?
i am sorry...all the way
a dark light...now gone
chain me up and cut out my heart
stitch my lips
i would not fight
cause to me thats alright.
send me for a dying flight
off a building of a high hieght
i am sorry, what more can i say
and iwill always think of you everyday
i just wish that you would stay
its my fault that you stay mute
im as annoying as a broken flute.
i will wait till the day i die
i will wait eternity for your reply
no again that is not a lie
im a idiot.do i need more to say?
i deal with this life everyday
is it my spirit i need to pay?
stitch my lips and leave them that way
take my soul its yours anyway
what more do i have to say.
rip my heart out and watch it bleed
slit my throat the blood i need
i am sorry
but that wont help anyways
i already know that, you need not to say
but still i will wait till the end of days
i am sorry
does that help in any way?
i am sorry each and every day